My Apologies to Everyone...

I'm sorry I haven't been very good about an update post and it's cuz I haven't had a day off in several weeks now. B had a Talk with me about working all the time today so I'm going to start setting better boundaries for myself and should have time to write soon. Wonder what's going on with me? It's work, and work is great but all work and no play makes Jen a very grumpy girl. Love and miss you guys!

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